I am so sure...But

I am so certain of our plans and feel good about them. But then today when tthings slow down and I let everything run through my head over and over again. I look at her in the face and I think it. That stupid freaking thought and I let it creep in my head. What if I lose you?
Sounds selfish, doesn't it? Well it is to some degree because honestly I don't think there isn't anything I wouldn't do to keep her here with me and Landon.
I don't have enough video and enough pictures and I am so afraid that somehow I will forget the most important details of her face and her smile and her kiss.
I am really forgetful these days and it really tears me up. Literally.