Monday, December 15, 2008

Isabella's margins were not clean


Isabella's margins from the lesion on her right lobe was not clean. The way this presented there is a possibility it could be in many places in her liver but the scan or bloodwork wouldn't show it yet. At what point can that damn liver just stop doing shit. Why can't she have a break? You know. To look at her you would never know the will she has and how strong and how brave she is. In the hospital after being cut from pretty much side to side. She didn't cry out of pain, just cried for me to be near her.
She handled herself better than most adults do. That breaks my heart that a 2 and 1/2 child has already learned to be that strong. She is beautiful and you would never know the inside her lurks this liver that is terrozing her. She has had so many surgeries, her stomach looks like a battlefield.
I am not sure what all I can say about this new information or what it means yet. The doctors are still discussing treatment options and she is a very rare case.

You know, we just need to pray for her to be happy no matter what happens. Her happiness is the most thing. I just don't want her to without joy.