Holiday Weekend!!

Wahoo!! Well there isn't to much going on with us right now besides the same stuff as usual. The kids are doing well and are developing such personalities.

Landon is the ladies man. He has everyone wrapped around his finger and doing his bidding. Isabella is Ms. Independent. It is amazing how much they have changed and grown.
I am astounded, suprised and happy. But I had them in a more like baby sense for so long, I think it is hard transitioning to their toddlerness for me. We are leaving a stage behind. Moving forward. My babies are growing up.
I get afraid I am going to forget how wonderful Landon's toothless smile was since he didn't get a tooth in his head for 2 years. How Isabella would get stuck sitting up and cry to be laid down. I just try to make sure I have these images and videos on the computer and backed up. Plus, I try and think about them enough so I hope to imprint them in my mind.
Any Mother, who can't look at her child and see what a miracle or blessing they are should really seek help. We still have tons of issues and we have some rough days.

I think I am even growing with my kids. I have just now started taking some time for myself. For so long, I was mostly their nurse, Mother and Full time employee.
I am still all those things but I am finding myself again.

I can actually chase Isabella around the house as she giggles her head off. Landon is giggling because he thinks it is funny. We are seeing a bit more of a "norm".

Don't worry, you negative folks. I am still very aware that I have preemies and we will never ever ever have any type of normal life or happiness in your small minds.

But in our minds, in our lives, we are happy and doing what we have too.

I got off on a tangent there. I hope everyone enjoys the holiday weekend.
Take Care
CG